khfsadjkfhjkashfkajsfh Street Festival sucked. That stupid 16-year-old girl indirectly blamed me for the vandalism that happened. Somebody threw chalk and water on the newly painted graffiti wall. She was using that "accusing" tone of her voice and then she shoved with that "2 fingers shove" at the small of my back. I hate it when people do that. It's like so rude. You can just open your mouth to direct me. Or point, for goodness sake. Don't force your stupid 2 fingers at the small of my back to the direction you want me to go. Bloody rude. Besides, the vandalism happened on the other far side of the stage. I'm looking at the performers I do not have eyes at the back of my head to see what is happening dammit. And there were like 389472389474 other pple around. Funny why they didn't spot them earlier. And I needed a toilet break, and the nearest is at Cineleisure? And it's crowded with people? Bah! Stupid people.
I came back hoping to have some peace on my computer and no, what do I get? My first ICQ msg from 'religious guy': "Why am I always the last in your list?" What the....? Watch what you are saying dude. I gave up alot of stuff last time to meet you up almost everyday to curb your lonliness and this is what you are saying now? Man. Know why I stopped making the effort to meet you up anymore? Because you are overbearing and you always expect me to go down to your place and it's a long trip down for me and never once I complained and when I asked you to meet somewhere nearer to both of us you sounded reluctant and unhappy. And why am I ranting at the computer and not saying all this out loud to you? Because I'm afraid to hurt YOUR feelings! You are always depressed and pessimistic and keep thinking you are trapped in this body and unloved by everything and everyone when I can see that your friends love you and your stepmum loves you too and I am there for you and you go to a chruch so God loves you too but you chose to distance yourself away I have no idea why and use God's name in a way to explain stuff that happened but really it's just you! I'm tired of trying so hard to no avail.... because you are not even trying!
And that's not all. After 'religious guy''s ICQ message is the 'hacker guy'. He msged me, "Can I sing you a song over the phone?"
Somebody kill me. I do not need all this right now on top of a splitting headache and strained neck muscles and why do I keep attracting losers? Why? Is it because I am one? Dammit now I'm thinking like one of them. Maybe I'm one after all. lkfghlkfjdlkfjdlfjdslfj
groused by woochata at 11:01 AM
haha at least i'm reading right. lol
groused by woochata at 1:32 PM
Why am I the only one grousing?
groused by plasticblackspecs at 10:55 AM
Why is Steven such an ass. Everything also never do, otherwise today we'll be alittle more relaxed. Not much customers but sales were quite there but most of the time were spend doing prep work. (them not me and I still dare say. lol) I'm so tired though I didn't do much work today but my freaking scabbing leg is killing me with it's fucking pain. I know why I have a sort of a bruise at my groin (no not sex, no one to shag after stupid woman I love so much and still do even though she diss-ed me really bad dumped, YES DUMPED! me). It cos I have to walk at a certain angle cos my knees can't bend and I'm walking all stuffed legged and my leg muscles are all going and my knee is falling apart cos I'm not using them properly and my legs are not getting the exercise (reads: walking real fast from table to table while doing little spinaroonees BOOKER T!) it needs. Now I'm too tired to clean it. But it looks clean. I'll do it tomorrow.
groused by plasticblackspecs at 10:55 AM
